its been a mixture of surprises

the cakes by the hui sisters

the massive party at the lounge

the triplets coming to my party

no trouble showed up or was stirred up at my party

life seems to be quite the pleasant

and then i got the email from rhi

maybe i should just get a gf and settle down

take it easy for a bit and stop flirtting - and stick to someone consistently

perhaps thats th new years resolution?

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havent felt this vulnerable and messy in ages.

i admit i live by more than 1 set of rules

and just like state laws and commonwealth laws, some of them do override and prevail at times

and yes i see my brotherhood prevailing over most things- afterall maybe i m just not as awesome as i say i m

i.e. i love women but only to a certain degree - i.e. until there is a conflict of interest

thought i can treat certain females as males, as i would treat them as a male friend

but i realised i m wrong - as they say it is easier to move a mountain than to change who u are

and my habit is i have a big mouth

i like sharing news - or as i like to say gossip

i see how this is going to kill me one day

my dad told me at dinner today not to play with fire

and i told him not a lot of ppl can light the match, let alone start a fire

but i promised i wouldnt burn the same wood in the same fire - its a big forest?

and i have always said the cheungs/zhang run this city as they pimp it up

i dun just mean ppl around me with the same last name

but its actually in the family - would be shocking if i told u, and u probably wun believe it

it is indeed disgusting in a moral sense - but wicked as i m, its more like a pat on my back to encourage me that females are meant to be with males